Why...

Today, I just have one question, Lord.

Why...

Why, Lord, am I so unable without You? And yet, why is it that sometimes I just feel that You've forgotten me, and have left me to my own devices? Why is it that I keep feeling like a failure, and that I'll never be good enough? Why is it that things fell apart the way they did? Why do I feel like I'll never be able to make it? Why do I feel that I'm about to crash, and no one's going to catch me? Why is it that You seem so far away? Why is it that I feel so far away?

Why...